Frozen

Today it was cold. Very cold. Infact you might not have noticed but it snowed. Sadly though the trains were working, so I managed to get to work on time, luckily the office was toasty warm and there was a constant supply of hot tea to keep us warm. I spent all day stuff envelopes, but luckily was allowed to go home quite early by the boss – which was very nice, must have got home about 4:30, so am warm now (just).

One of my main aims this year is self improvement, I’ve already enrolled on 2 development courses through work, RNID Sign Language and First Aid level 1 & 2 which I think will both be interesting and useful. The bigger part I need to work on is personal though I think. I’m fighting for words to express what I’m trying to say, and I’m not winning – I suppose I just want to stop being so reliant on other people to make me happy, I do crave good conversation and a certain level of intimacy with my close friends, but I tend to come on a bit strong, freak them out and scare them away – I can be quite an intense person. I don’t want to become one of those cold disconnected gays that flits around the scene not giving a damn about anyone’s feelings, but I don’t want to be so emotional, because 9 times out of 10 it ends up getting me hurt.

Anyway, here – have a drink on me…

Frozen Beer

~ by youbrokemytaco on February 8, 2007.

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