Everything turns to shit

I give up. This life clearly isn’t meant for me to succeed in, so I give up.

My life is being torn apart bit by bit at an ever decreasing speed. As I hurtle faster and faster towards my upcoming appointment with doom in January everything else along the way seems to be turning into the same brown sticky material we know as shit.

I’ve been working with Stonewall for months now, so when I apply (correction: am ASKED to apply)  for an internal vacancy, then get invited to interview I get turned down for not having the right background, something they already knew. Fuck you Stonewall.

I’m not going to New Zealand due to the changing events in my life, so it looks like I’m going to be stuck in shitty England, in this *horrid* little flat for Christmas when all I wanted was to see my family in New Zealand on what could be my last Christmas.

To top it all off I got home this evening and all the lights on the Christmas tree have died and someone has eaten my emergency stress relief ice cream.

I’ve had it. I give up. Fuck everything. I’m going to get wasted.

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~ by youbrokemytaco on December 18, 2007.

2 Responses to “Everything turns to shit”

  1. Jezuz christ i have no idea what events are going on with your life, but i didn’t realise they were that terminal. I don’t know what to say, but i will listen to whatever it is you want to say, that i can promise

  2. Oh, bloody hell. I am not enamored of Stonewall at the moment after they turned me down for a job before interview too. Again. Could have done the job standing on my head, but don’t know the right people or something.

    *hug*

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