What if…

…it all goes wrong.

It’s 3.51am on January 17th 2008. I’ve been in bed for over two hours, staring at the ceiling and still I can’t slip into that state of blissful unconsciousness we call sleep.

I’m wide awake, fretting. Fretting about my forthcoming week, and in specific a daunting appointment. I’m worrying, worrying that Thursday wasn’t just a one off and that I am losing my mind, that i’ll end up an empty husk of a person wandering around not knowing even their own name.

Most of all I’m scared, scared that there’s mothing positive on the horizon, unending darkness, that’s what scares me.

~ by youbrokemytaco on January 13, 2008.

2 Responses to “What if…”

  1. There is no unending darkness, simply unending cycles.

    As you lie there awake at night, picture in your mind the most luscious tropical waterfall imaginable, with millions of cubic metres of water gushing over the precipice, over and over and over again. It may help you cross over into the land of Nod.

    And remember: Cosmo loves you!

  2. Good luck tomorrow.

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